So I just got home and took a shower.
OMFG. Can't believe Jaebom left 2pm. I mean...It's such a bog shock. He was one of the awesome dudes. D: I truly feel sorry for him. He doesn't deserve the crap that the stupid netizens threw at him. They just don't have a life...and possibly jealous. WOW. I never knew they drew up a peition for Jaebom to commit suicide. Just NONSENSE. I'm fucking pissed. No one should deserve this. I hope they got what they wanted---running poor Jaebom out...and now what are they going to do? I hope those stupid netizens aren't going to resume they're lives as if everything is normal. They'll feel guilt deep down. D:<>
And Tablo.../sigh. I can't believe he's getting married. D:
I-i-i l-love him. /cries. Tablo is one of those special people that you can just end up falling for with out going for his looks. Honestly, in my opinion, he's not the best looking guy around. But, as time has gone by, his talent, intelligence, sense of humor, childish behavior, maturity, and of course, overall personality, has brought me upon more than just worshipping idol. I want to be around him and hang out with him. Already, when I went to his Map the Soul Tour, my breath was taken away by his amazing presence. But I want more than that. I want to be his friend...and I wanted him to be my friend. And now he's getting married. I'm sad. I found out last Friday. After I had painted our poster, my mom picked me up and we stopped by at this little Italian restaurant [which was delicious btw]. Eunhae sent me a text saying this. I cried...yes I cried in the restaurant in front of my mom [...and she just laughed]. I'm hurt. He had broken me heart! A poor fan girl's heart! Anyways...but I still am happy for him. He deserves a good person. :') And whoever is going to spend the rest of their life with Tablo (which is Kang Hyejung) is friggin lucky.
/sigh.
I wish the best to Jaebom's life and Tablo's.
