2010.01.23

AHHHHH FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.

I feel so stressed. I have three art pieces due in less than 2 weeks and it HAS TO BE REALLY GOOOOOD. I also have two author project essays due and some stupid bio crap.. UGH. When will this hellmess endddd.

So today, my 11am-2pm naptime really made my day. ALLEN WALKER!!!

LOL. Seriously, if I just tell the story it may seem really retarded. Well its not. So if you think its retarded get lost.

Ok ehhhh where to start. OK.

I was at the market. I think it was Assi Market...cuz it looks like it. I was in theeee uh the place where they give u all the samples of the food!! All of a sudden, my feet just lifted off the ground. I was like levitating. I was slowly going up higher and higher. At first I was like Ohholyfucksocool. But then since it wouldn't end, I was freaking up. Eventually I got up to the ceiling and hit it. So I kinda had to lead myself to the outside. It was as if I knew I had to go outside. Weirdly, no one noticed something weird was happening to me. I kept going up. I wanted to get down. By the time I was like a hundred feet away from the Assi Market roof, I gave up. I didn't even have to balance myself. I just laid down in the air and sighed~whatever happens, I'm going to die. Sooner than I thought, I was in past the clouds and heading towards the beyond. That's when I noticed I wasn't the only one "flying". I saw Allen. D'awww~him and his gentlemanness<3.>. Why did Allen come towards me?? I didn't know it, but we knew each other. He was explaining to me that exorcists and people who had potential to exorcism will be lead to the headquarters. Obviously, I'm not an exorcist. More like a wimp, from the way I was behaving. I was scared. But he was calm. He took my hand. You know there are two ways of holding hands? One is where the hands cross each other and just fold~the way a mother would to a child for safety. Another is where the fingers are in between every other fingers~the way a couple would do. When Allen took my hand, it was the way a mother would hold a child's hand. He was protecting me. I was happy :). Now, we were really close to space. It was getting darker and darker, and stars were visible. I looked around and there were so many people floating too. All scattered and from other countries. Though we all started off from far away, we were getting closer and closer, uniting at one destination. I saw it. Right in front of me was a large, deformed space. Like a portal. It was sucking us in. I was terrified. Allen assured me not to worry. This was when he and I slipped our fingers through in between the each other's fingers. We went in and there was a bright flash. When we came out from the other side, it was the headquarters...lab. We paused, then fell. LOL. I can't survive that fall!! Allen would save me. xD

By this time, I efffin woke up. My grandma and mom were talking so loudly while eating lunch. UGH. once again, a beautiful dream interrupted. D:<

Then we went to a market. My mom said we're going to Assi. Why did I say no? T T

2010.01.19

Wow. I had a nice dream today. I thought it was real. TT-TT ughhhh. *cries*

Yeah. So I was riding the bus and these fobs were grabbing a seat in the front. Turns out I knew some of 'em from middle school. I think they're 1-2 years older than me. I forgot one of their names but he was sitting two seats ahead of me. He turned around and we had eye contact. We kept making eye contact while he was talking to his friends, then finally when I smiled, he smiled back. Definitely, there's some connection, don't ya think so? lol.

So yeah. Then he mouthed asking for my phone number. I mouthed my number back to him with out thinking. Then he repeated it loudly to confirm. I nodded. I was so happy, I couldn't stop smiling, and he smiled too. Hehe~

When I got off the bus, I realized I gave him my mom's cell number. I was like, WHATTHEFFFF. Why would I do something so stupid. It was bothering me all day. What if he calls my mom's cell and my mom picks up? Then if he asks for me, then my mom's gonna kill me!"

Well the next day, on the same bus, I told him I gave him the wrong number and gave him MY cell, this time putting it into his contacts in his cell.

Well, there, that beautiful life ended.

2010.01.17

______Sunday.

I watched Avatar. It was freakin' amazing. I loved everything. The graphics, the storyline, etc. A lot of my friends were being so immature about the fact that there are "blue ppl" and "blue ppl sex". Um well yeah, the scene was weird, but suck it up. I loved it, because as a tree hugger I feel strongly committed to keeping trees alive. Seriously. And animals too. I should become a Navi lol. Anyways yeah. I was supposed to watch it on Saturday, but my effin mom didn't keep her promise.

I also bought some new painting boards, brushes, and frisket. :) I need to start that portfolio, but uhhhh...lazy. Yeah and I really need to start that author's project shit. ugh fml. this ain't even a break.

Quick Update

First day of finals was Math and History. D:

Nervewreckinggggg. I've been getting tutored by Sara and it's helped a lot for Geometry. I think I did pretty well. I KNOW I didn't fail. LOL. Uh History was....I actually don't know. My hands were doing all the work...not my mind. Yeah~.

Second day of finals was English and Science. English essay was crazy hard. Mainly because we have the hardest English teacher in the school. And Biology...I also don't know. /sigh.

Third day of finals was Language (and Religion). French was also friggin hard. ughhh.

Um. So did I tell you I'm supposed to have 4 guppies in my tank but 1 is missing and I'm going paranoid. My goldfish died in my other tank, but I still didn't clean. xD

I'm going to cosplay as Taiwan from Hetalia with my Asian countries. LOL. I don't wanna be the girl. -.-

Um. He looks like he can be Allen Walker too. :)

Last Day of Finals. :)

What a dayyyy. It was great! School ended at 9:20AM 'cause I only took one test. I already took one of the other ones during summerrr so BOOYAH YO! Haha.

So Jasmin, Nicole, Grace, Eun Hae, and I went to K-Town and ate some yummy lunch at City Center. Then we went to Bobos and sang our hearts out. Yeah~I actually think my best songs were Mika Nakashima's "Mienai Hoshi" and "Yuki no Hana". So fun. It was a little over 2 hours there, so we payed 50 bucks. Haha 10 each. xD

Then we went to Cyber Zone and took purikura. :}

The games were fun too....but each were like...a dollar so kinda expensive. That's why I never playyyyy. Uh. When we were dropping off Grace at Alexandria and Wilshire and she got on the bus, we did draw a lot of attention. SO LOUD when we were saying bye. xD

But here's the magical moment. The bus was passing by us. I was waving bye to Grace, and then...sexy guy in the back seat staring at us. *w* It passed by so quickly, but it was so magical and slow motion. He was indeed the sexiest guy not in celebrity land. Man. About 16-17 years old. TOTAL fob and bitchy glare but so adorable. I hope he was looking at me. ;m;

Uh yeah. Turns out he got off on the stop where Aroma is!!!! <3

So yeah. We all saw him and started screaming and ran after that bus!! LOLLL.

Poor Eun Hae didn't see him. Such unfortunate child.

Then we went to church. :)

Chanel Photography~

I'd love to be the person who photographed this.

Simplicity. Elegance. C l e a n .

DGM Pro-Cosplayers.

I wanna do them all. Even if they're girls. I WANT TO DO THEM ALL.

~~~Dream from Yesterday. ".8."

It was pretty sexy.

It was great. If only it was real.

I loved it cuz . . . it seemed like I was accepted into Inner Sparks. I got that impression because everyone was artsy. We were like making art 24/7 and got in trouble when we were doing something else.

So I had a few friends there . . . who were working under some rich girls' household. They were living with those rich sisters ( I think there were about 5 mean girls?). They were bitches. I wanted to kill them. I don't know why I didn't!! And they were super loaded - - - wearing these fat dresses to Inner Sparks. xD So. It seemed that I was working with them for one day and got out of it. I jumped in joy and my friend felt abandoned and sad. I could see that expression clearly. She felt broken after I left her, thinking of myself.

But anyways. I left. I went to another secti0n of the program. It was better. And there was a boy. I wasn't really able to make friends there except for him. Turns out . . . he was their brother!!!

LOL so dramatic. xD

Well yeah. But I liked him. Yeah, after a day. But it seemed as if it was months of knowing each other. I think I was a scandalous girl in the dream. I made the move first /wink*wink. ;P

If ya know what I mean.

And when my dad called (saying he's outside to pick me up), it was a sad departure. He kesked me and walked over with me to outside.

And my dad was there . . . wondering why I'm walking with a boy. UGH.

And I don't even know his name. ;m;

It felt bittersweet when I woke up.

School Sucks.

I'm failing.

Finals in like 4 days.

If I fail I'm going to die. Literally DIEEE.

Lord, hear my prayer. Let me pass please!!!!!

I love you!! TT TT

X-Japan!!!!

Today! 2010.01.09!!! X-Japan had a MV filming!! It's prolly still going on right now...cuz I heard they'll finish at 7:30 in the morning.

I stayed there from 4 to 10pm with my mom . . . who's L O V E S X-Japan. I love them too. It was so beautiful. I was tearing uppppp. I was actually supposed to stay there until like...12 but I ate too much and didn't feel good. D:

Mannn.....And it was so beautiful too. Since it's at Hollywood and Highland the lights were all flashy and pretty at night. :3

LOL I was with Adriana, Jasmin, and a few of their other friends.

Amazingggg DAY!!!!

I'm glad my mom came. She says it was something we experience once in a lifetime. She never thought she would be able to see them live. :']

1st Day of 2010.

Yep. Doesn't feel like it. Oh wait. It's actually the 2nd day. It's an hour and 46 minutes past. LOL.

I'm dumbshit.

Anyways. I met Eun Hae at the Coffee Bean. I was about to follow some hot fobs into Jamba Juice, but realized it wasn't my destined spot. D:

So . . . we "accomplished" some parts in our project.

Then we went t o Petco and bough a net, 2 gold fish, and an African Dwarf Frog. So cute. :3

2010

Happy New Year 2010 ~ Bye bye 2009. D':