I'm afraid

of falling in love.

I'm sure I haven't officially fell in love yet, but a crush is the beginning of one.

I've never had a great feeling about having a crush. Only the fact that I have something to look forward to in the day, like meeting the guy, that's it!

I'm just really scared of being heartbroken.

Even though I really like him, there's too many problems between us already.

Right now, I need to focus on my future. I need to focus on GOD.

God. Whatever happens, I know it's your plan.

My only request is that before that person leaves, I want him to know how special he is. I know great things are ahead of him.

He deserves a great lady. :')

3 mo.

It's been more than 3 months since I've blogged here... I was experiencing a few problems logging into blogger. But now it finally works. :)
I just wanted to say a lot has happened during those 3 months.
I'm moving to Fairfax hs. I'm kinda scared. I also have P.E ... =____= gonna die.
So I was thinking about getting a membership at 24 hour Fitness. But not by myself. Haha.
I have SAT class and art class. For church, I'm volunteering for VBS. I can't wait.
I remember when I had my first and only VBS back then in 4th grade I believe. It was a great and memorable experience and I hope I can help make VBS 2010 awesome for the children. :D
I also have a crush. Very rare 0______0. Oh Gawd. //sighhh.
And I'm so attached to church now. It's so fun and the ppl there are cool. I recently went camping to Big Bear and Mammoth. So fun!!

Btw. During the time that I wasn't able to blog here, I got a tumblr and got attached to twitter. But now that blogger works for me again (i hope so), I'll be on this a lot more often. :)

This site...no one follows me, and I follow no one. That's why, I can pour out more easily. It's like an online diary. Haha~

//Sighhh. I can't stop thinking about him. What's wrong with me.