You know that one movie...

...where a student and a teacher fall in love?? It's a Korean movie. I don't quite remember...but I remember watching it when I was really little with my mom/grandma. The movie's setting was a high school. It featured Moon Geun Young and that this other guy (I forget his name all the time ugh).
This is the only thing that brings my hopes up. The only thing that makes me believe we could happen.
But mostly...no. 95% of the time it will not happen.

I'm afraid

of falling in love.

I'm sure I haven't officially fell in love yet, but a crush is the beginning of one.

I've never had a great feeling about having a crush. Only the fact that I have something to look forward to in the day, like meeting the guy, that's it!

I'm just really scared of being heartbroken.

Even though I really like him, there's too many problems between us already.

Right now, I need to focus on my future. I need to focus on GOD.

God. Whatever happens, I know it's your plan.

My only request is that before that person leaves, I want him to know how special he is. I know great things are ahead of him.

He deserves a great lady. :')

3 mo.

It's been more than 3 months since I've blogged here... I was experiencing a few problems logging into blogger. But now it finally works. :)
I just wanted to say a lot has happened during those 3 months.
I'm moving to Fairfax hs. I'm kinda scared. I also have P.E ... =____= gonna die.
So I was thinking about getting a membership at 24 hour Fitness. But not by myself. Haha.
I have SAT class and art class. For church, I'm volunteering for VBS. I can't wait.
I remember when I had my first and only VBS back then in 4th grade I believe. It was a great and memorable experience and I hope I can help make VBS 2010 awesome for the children. :D
I also have a crush. Very rare 0______0. Oh Gawd. //sighhh.
And I'm so attached to church now. It's so fun and the ppl there are cool. I recently went camping to Big Bear and Mammoth. So fun!!

Btw. During the time that I wasn't able to blog here, I got a tumblr and got attached to twitter. But now that blogger works for me again (i hope so), I'll be on this a lot more often. :)

This site...no one follows me, and I follow no one. That's why, I can pour out more easily. It's like an online diary. Haha~

//Sighhh. I can't stop thinking about him. What's wrong with me.