@ the MOMENT.

Mood :: stressed. sad. exhausted.
Doing :: trying to study
Listening to :: 1 Minute 1 Second - Epik High
Eating :: none.
Drinking :: none.


1.09.2010

~~~Dream from Yesterday. ".8."


It was pretty sexy.
It was great. If only it was real.
I loved it cuz . . . it seemed like I was accepted into Inner Sparks. I got that impression because everyone was artsy. We were like making art 24/7 and got in trouble when we were doing something else.
So I had a few friends there . . . who were working under some rich girls' household. They were living with those rich sisters ( I think there were about 5 mean girls?). They were bitches. I wanted to kill them. I don't know why I didn't!! And they were super loaded - - - wearing these fat dresses to Inner Sparks. xD So. It seemed that I was working with them for one day and got out of it. I jumped in joy and my friend felt abandoned and sad. I could see that expression clearly. She felt broken after I left her, thinking of myself.
But anyways. I left. I went to another secti0n of the program. It was better. And there was a boy. I wasn't really able to make friends there except for him. Turns out . . . he was their brother!!!
LOL so dramatic. xD
Well yeah. But I liked him. Yeah, after a day. But it seemed as if it was months of knowing each other. I think I was a scandalous girl in the dream. I made the move first /wink*wink. ;P
If ya know what I mean.
And when my dad called (saying he's outside to pick me up), it was a sad departure. He kesked me and walked over with me to outside.
And my dad was there . . . wondering why I'm walking with a boy. UGH.
And I don't even know his name. ;m;
It felt bittersweet when I woke up.

School Sucks.

I'm failing.
Finals in like 4 days.
If I fail I'm going to die. Literally DIEEE.
Lord, hear my prayer. Let me pass please!!!!!
I love you!! TT TT

X-Japan!!!!


Today! 2010.01.09!!! X-Japan had a MV filming!! It's prolly still going on right now...cuz I heard they'll finish at 7:30 in the morning.
I stayed there from 4 to 10pm with my mom . . . who's L O V E S X-Japan. I love them too. It was so beautiful. I was tearing uppppp. I was actually supposed to stay there until like...12 but I ate too much and didn't feel good. D:
Mannn.....And it was so beautiful too. Since it's at Hollywood and Highland the lights were all flashy and pretty at night. :3
LOL I was with Adriana, Jasmin, and a few of their other friends.
Amazingggg DAY!!!!
I'm glad my mom came. She says it was something we experience once in a lifetime. She never thought she would be able to see them live. :']