2010.01.19

Wow. I had a nice dream today. I thought it was real. TT-TT ughhhh. *cries*

Yeah. So I was riding the bus and these fobs were grabbing a seat in the front. Turns out I knew some of 'em from middle school. I think they're 1-2 years older than me. I forgot one of their names but he was sitting two seats ahead of me. He turned around and we had eye contact. We kept making eye contact while he was talking to his friends, then finally when I smiled, he smiled back. Definitely, there's some connection, don't ya think so? lol.

So yeah. Then he mouthed asking for my phone number. I mouthed my number back to him with out thinking. Then he repeated it loudly to confirm. I nodded. I was so happy, I couldn't stop smiling, and he smiled too. Hehe~

When I got off the bus, I realized I gave him my mom's cell number. I was like, WHATTHEFFFF. Why would I do something so stupid. It was bothering me all day. What if he calls my mom's cell and my mom picks up? Then if he asks for me, then my mom's gonna kill me!"

Well the next day, on the same bus, I told him I gave him the wrong number and gave him MY cell, this time putting it into his contacts in his cell.

Well, there, that beautiful life ended.

2010.01.17

______Sunday.

I watched Avatar. It was freakin' amazing. I loved everything. The graphics, the storyline, etc. A lot of my friends were being so immature about the fact that there are "blue ppl" and "blue ppl sex". Um well yeah, the scene was weird, but suck it up. I loved it, because as a tree hugger I feel strongly committed to keeping trees alive. Seriously. And animals too. I should become a Navi lol. Anyways yeah. I was supposed to watch it on Saturday, but my effin mom didn't keep her promise.

I also bought some new painting boards, brushes, and frisket. :) I need to start that portfolio, but uhhhh...lazy. Yeah and I really need to start that author's project shit. ugh fml. this ain't even a break.