2010.01.23

AHHHHH FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.

I feel so stressed. I have three art pieces due in less than 2 weeks and it HAS TO BE REALLY GOOOOOD. I also have two author project essays due and some stupid bio crap.. UGH. When will this hellmess endddd.

So today, my 11am-2pm naptime really made my day. ALLEN WALKER!!!

LOL. Seriously, if I just tell the story it may seem really retarded. Well its not. So if you think its retarded get lost.

Ok ehhhh where to start. OK.

I was at the market. I think it was Assi Market...cuz it looks like it. I was in theeee uh the place where they give u all the samples of the food!! All of a sudden, my feet just lifted off the ground. I was like levitating. I was slowly going up higher and higher. At first I was like Ohholyfucksocool. But then since it wouldn't end, I was freaking up. Eventually I got up to the ceiling and hit it. So I kinda had to lead myself to the outside. It was as if I knew I had to go outside. Weirdly, no one noticed something weird was happening to me. I kept going up. I wanted to get down. By the time I was like a hundred feet away from the Assi Market roof, I gave up. I didn't even have to balance myself. I just laid down in the air and sighed~whatever happens, I'm going to die. Sooner than I thought, I was in past the clouds and heading towards the beyond. That's when I noticed I wasn't the only one "flying". I saw Allen. D'awww~him and his gentlemanness<3.>. Why did Allen come towards me?? I didn't know it, but we knew each other. He was explaining to me that exorcists and people who had potential to exorcism will be lead to the headquarters. Obviously, I'm not an exorcist. More like a wimp, from the way I was behaving. I was scared. But he was calm. He took my hand. You know there are two ways of holding hands? One is where the hands cross each other and just fold~the way a mother would to a child for safety. Another is where the fingers are in between every other fingers~the way a couple would do. When Allen took my hand, it was the way a mother would hold a child's hand. He was protecting me. I was happy :). Now, we were really close to space. It was getting darker and darker, and stars were visible. I looked around and there were so many people floating too. All scattered and from other countries. Though we all started off from far away, we were getting closer and closer, uniting at one destination. I saw it. Right in front of me was a large, deformed space. Like a portal. It was sucking us in. I was terrified. Allen assured me not to worry. This was when he and I slipped our fingers through in between the each other's fingers. We went in and there was a bright flash. When we came out from the other side, it was the headquarters...lab. We paused, then fell. LOL. I can't survive that fall!! Allen would save me. xD

By this time, I efffin woke up. My grandma and mom were talking so loudly while eating lunch. UGH. once again, a beautiful dream interrupted. D:<

Then we went to a market. My mom said we're going to Assi. Why did I say no? T T