2010.03.07

WOAH IT'S MARCH. Reminds me of...March 2009. *shivers* memories i wish to forget.

mannn. I feel like i should be bloggin on all the sermons ET gives us.

hmmm here are the one's i remember:

-resisting temptation, for being tempted means drifting farther away from God

-we are baby Christians; grow up and stop being nurtured

-do not put the Lord to the test

-remember the Lord

-do not be ashamed or guilty; mourn for the sins

-don't be scared; God is always here for you

-follow the path God gave you

yeah that's all i remember for now...

hmmmm

but yeahhh~ i had a great dream about Jaejoong :D

well basically, he confessed to me that he's in love with me, ever since the first time he saw me.

I was like WOAHHHH. At first someone like tapped me in the back. I thought it was my friend so I was like hyperventilating. But it was JJ.

My tummy fluttered when he confessed. Then right at that moment we both decided our future was to be together. I grabbed his arm [THAT OH-SO MUSCULAR ARMMMM. OMFG MADE ME FEEL SO SAFE. SO SEXY DAMMIT] and we walked. As we got in his nice car, it felt...weird that I was sitting next to someone who can drive. LOL He's so beautiful. Words can't describe how happy I felt. But, we both also wondered...will this work out? We loved each other, but there were so many things that threatened our relationship: my education, his job, my parents, the paparazzi, and the biggest...our age. Our age difference is 8 years. >A<>

however....my dream ended tragically. it ended with a newspaper article talking about our relationship. They mentioned how JJ tried to get me into his industry SME so we can be closer. However, "the girl's " parents took her away, They never saw each other since.

MANNN DEPRESSING SHIT. I would kill myself if I couldn't be with my dearest. ;A;

btw some info on my love:

he was born on 1986.02.04 but his birth is registered as 01.28. [we're perfect for each other~ both born on feb~~~)

he's 178 cm tall and 63 kg and he's blood type O. :)