2-5pm

I had a dream about him. Was it at church or camping? I think both. It was both romanitc and terrifying. Yeah the camping trip was just scary. You can say the mood was very similar to the that of The Headless Horseman shet. On our way to our site, there was a massacred town. =___= Bloody and a lot of dead ppl. Buildings were gone. Yeah, you know it seemed like there was never daylight.
At church, ET told RT to do something. He looked at the big, empty wall there and laughed and said in Korean, "If he asked me to vandalize here, I can do it great." But of course I knew he didn't mean it in a bad way. He meant that he could display his artistic abilities on it. I asked, "Then why don't you?" He probably thought why not. RT got a chalk and started to draw out some basic lines as if he knew what he wanted on that all rght away. I watched and I couldn't help but feel happy. Just being with him...I felt it was unhealthy for me. Even though I'm so extremely happy when I'm just around him, I feel a wound in my heart. It hurts because there's so many things that tell me it's wrong to like him. So anyways, while I was dazing at him drawing on the wall, I just said it's alright to not do it and go do ET' work. He just said, "mmm nah :P." Haha so cute. You know what he was drawing? He wrote my name (I was very flattered) in a very nice and creative away...that I don't remember. I just remember thinking that way. I also remember being blown away by this skills at decorating around my name. And then I woke up. ARGHHH. I wanted to sleep again. I couldn't stop thinking about him. TT_TT